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Alive
I'm not selling you my life. I'm inviting you into yours.
Enter a world within your world. Where the fullness of who you are is not only permitted, but welcomed, amplified and unleashed.
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Where you are invited to explore and allow the full range of your experience as a human and soul on this earth.
Where no experience is wrong and everything is OK. A space safe enough to feel and dangerous enough to spark your soul back to life.
A space to come alive within your life.
Designed to invite you into a deep exploration, experimentation and liberation of the truth and fullness of who you are in this life.
To practice alchemy, to understand yourself as energy and the knowledge to work with that energy to harness it into power.
A return to union with yourself, with life and with God.
A challenge to surrender to release control and to submit to life completely.
To be fully alive is to be willing to allow the fullness of life to move through you. To allow the fullness of you to move through your life.
Welcome to Alive.
Welcome home.
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The Heartbeat
of Alive:
Alive is a space where I will model what it means to journey with life, not just through it.
How to shift from:
- Getting through life experiences to growing through life experiences
- Journeying through it to journeying with it
- Living your life vs living AS life
- Move through your life to letting life move through you
- To come home to your life
Alive is a place where hierarchy is disrupted and your authority is returned to you and submitted to God.
This will be a space unlike any you’ve experienced before. I’m not here to model success and limitless growth and chasing - though you’re likely to witness much of that.
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I’m here to model what it means to be fully alive, through life’s challenges, celebrations and invitations. To reveal, in real-time, what I am working through and with, struggling with, celebrating, working toward, succeeding at and failing in and how I hold myself, meet myself and deepen, grow and liberate myself in the process.
You will be invited to do the same.
To show up here in a way that pushes your edges of vulnerability and expression and invites you to learn how to connect more fully, truthfully and deeply and intimately with yourself and others. To release people pleasing, approval seeking, judgment and jealousy. To discover how to express more freely, to celebrate the expression of others, to navigate your discomfort in all of the above.
This is not a space to vent, release your emotions and look to be saved. Though these energetics will show up. You’ll learn how to meet them with more self-authority, self-kindness, love and personal responsibility.
To discover your own authority and expression.
Alive is for you if you:
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You’re feeling bored by money and achievement-driven personal development
You’re sick of “personally developing” and ready to feel alive, present - now
Have been doing work for years and still don’t feel “there”
Crave joy, like belly laughter, being your default
Longing to let go of control and feel like you can trust life
Craving intimacy (you might not even consciously realize that)
Really want some friends who see and experience life the same way
Ready for a teacher who isn’t interested in impressing you
How we will spend our time together:
End apologizing for who you are and asking for permission. To feel like you’re allowed to fully be yourself.
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We will both have 24/7 access to the Alive online community to share, support, grow, cry and celebrate together.
We will meet live monthly as a community, where I’ll offer live support and guidance and the community will offer love, acknowledgment and reflection where we will take risks, take action and take time to settle together into the present moment.
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You will also be invited into monthly invitations that will teach you how to work with your expression, energy and nervous system, nature and God to discover how to move energy and harness it as creative power.
It’s important you understand this is not a traditional coaching space or membership model. This is a space within your reality and life to devote to as a journey into yourself, to belong in the world and come home in your life.
Please feel into your desire to be saved and know that you will not find that here. I cannot protect you from life or prevent more life from happening to you.
My hope for you is that you find something better than that within Alive. That you discover how to journey with the fullness of life without bracing yourself against it. My hope is that you welcome life in and welcome yourself home.
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Vanessa is one of the most integrated, generous, authentic, loving, powerful, and impactful coaches on the planet. By integrated, I mean she so deeply does her own work that when I'm in her presence, I know no matter where I need to go, she’ll be able to go there with me. There will be no judgment. There will only be deeply held space and presence shared between one powerful loving human and another. When I need someone to see the best in me and beyond, to help me create the next big result, Vanessa is the first person I go to.
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The shifts I have experienced in my personal and professional life after working with Vanessa have been nothing I could have expected, and everything I needed. I am someone with a drive to make a big impact in this world, and while my default mode is outrageous optimism, I was recognising the oh-so subtle nudge that the path I was on to achieve success was not sustainable. I am still astounded at Vanessa's unwavering dedication to journey into the "depths" with me, and her raw honesty in sharing how she's journeying in her own life.
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Rachael Mardorsky
LCSW, Self Love Strategist and Executive Coach
Emily Jenkins
Co-Founder & Chief Product Officer, Ensombl
This is Alive
Raw. Honest. Unfiltered.
Access to Alive's online community for two years
Live monthly group coaching and support video call
Monthly invitation to go deeper into what it means to be and live fully self-expressed
Connect with a community and support network of like-minded people who see and experience life the same way
Connect with Vanessa, your soul-guide, through the online community
Two years access to the Alive community:
$6,000 USD
One payment of $6,000
One-time payment
Two payments of $3,000
One now, one in 3 months
Frequently asked
questions:
What can I expect from joining the Alive community?
You can expect this is the realest place on the internet. A place where we are showing up for the real. A place to allow yourself to embrace the sacredness of all of life. Where you can stop trying, chasing, impressing.
You can expect me to be sharing the deep, intense challenges I'm journeying with - and modeling how to use them for soul liberation. And guidance for you to do the same with your own challenges. Navigating growth and expansion (inside and out).
Rich, honest community of people craving real, intimate and uplifting relationships.
Guidance on bringing real magic into your world.
Ceremony. Circle of community.
Being lovingly challenged and pushed to your edges.
Why a two-year commitment?
This is not a ‘program’ you start and end. It’s a life training ground. It’s less of a program you ‘do’ and more a decision for us to link arms and walk through life together for two years. It’s intimate, it’s radical, it’s a paradigm shift in how you experience life. There’s not really even content - it’s designed to merge seamlessly INTO your life - so, invitation not to think about it like ‘making it fit’. It’s a devotion more than a commitment.
Can I pay the $6,000 in instalments?
Yes, in the registration section of this page you'll find an option to make two part payments - one now, and one in three months. We will send a reminder 30 days before the second payment is due.
Join Alive:
One payment of $6,000
One-time payment
Two payments of $3,000
One now, one in 3 months